We Are The Fallen - With Or Without You (U2 MASHUP MONDAYS COVER!!!)

we recently found out we were expecting our first child together..we both were in shock but very stoked about it...so here we are at like 12 am playing playstation 3, he turns to me and says "well... go and find out..." lucky for me i had bought a 2 pc. home prego test that day... at a great deal. and was just as curious but hesitant.. none the less, i went and took it... the answer blew my mind... so i came out of the bathroom with the biggest grin.. i felt like a cheshire cat from alice in wonderland... he knew then and there what the answer was... (so much for subtle lol) he announced to his online friends to go away his woman and him were gonna have a baby...lolthen he turned to me and said... seriously.. "marry me" whoa... my head was swimming for sure... and i said the only thing that my heart wanted to... YES!!!so he wrote his sister immediately and told her... all of it seemed to happen so fast.Well, the next day i went to the doctors office and got it confirmed via yet another pee test lol and a letter stating i was after a long discussion of do's and dont's, nutrition and all that... only to be told come back in 2 weeks and we can tell you how far along you are after telling me about a dreaded PAP and blood tests *choke* my least favorite things in the world... but it has to be done... so okay.. just before i leave the office she turns to me and says... "dont forget the prenatal vitamins with folic acids"

now guestimated at 7 weeks and 2 days.. i had to tell big sister.. my worry and concern was that she would reject it.. being an only child for almost 9 years... shes now 11...she surprised me silly. she cryed a little as if she knew she needed reassurance that she was wanted.. so i did just that.. my little girl is my first love and will always be.. so i let her know that. now, she amazes me, she is very helpful in alot of ways... watching what i eat, and drink and such.. that is when i truely realized... I AM SO BLESSED.