Welcome to my little piece of heaven...

hello, its been a long time since i last posted.. for one i did forget about alot of things and unfortunately this blog was one of them.. and only now did i run into it again...lol here i am like 10 weeks away from giving birth to my third child, when i started this blog i was 7months into my second pregnancy with my lil man. now, he's gonna be a big brother to a little sister. So much has gone on since, its hard to keep track of everything.. well, the brief progress on everyone goes a little like this.. My Arthur is still with me even through out the hormonal hurricanes and regular ups and downs..lol he really is a trooper.. cause when i'm in my moods i cant stand myself.. how he does it i will never know. my Selena, well she is now a teenager.. and of course attitudes flair but all in all she is a great kid, tries to help, but at the most inopportune times..lol but i give her props for being there for me and the baby. as for the relationship with her "step dad...

ok.. i have two doctor appointments for my first... what happened is that my first appointment is at the clinic that confirmed my pregnancy, you know... where the uncomfortable unfavorite things are to take place... the pap and bloodwork. the other one is with an actual OB/GYN that my sister Marisol is seeing for her pregnancy...lol yes we are both expecting our second child 4 months apart.. her in february and me in june... its crazy but kickass!! i love it!! well, that appointment is at the womens specialists of new mexico... i'm kinda nervous... but very excited.

this is me... i'm not your average mom and the things i like and believe in are far from perfect. i'm wiccan, 35 years young... i love to paint, draw tattoo art, sing and just be me. aside from all that i'm easy to get along with, i love being a mom. this is Arthur... he's an amazing man and a wonderful musician. is a father from a previous relationship to a gorgeous boy that looks just like him... he'll make me proud to be his wife ^_^ and this crazy lil girl is my little love.. 11 going on 30 and funny as hell... she is a spitfire though be warned..lol world meet Esperanza Selena Velasquez! (she prefers Selena) she hopes to be alot of things when she gets older... but i think she will be doing something with dinosaurs and such... whatever it is i will be proud.

we recently found out we were expecting our first child together..we both were in shock but very stoked about it...so here we are at like 12 am playing playstation 3, he turns to me and says "well... go and find out..." lucky for me i had bought a 2 pc. home prego test that day... at a great deal. and was just as curious but hesitant.. none the less, i went and took it... the answer blew my mind... so i came out of the bathroom with the biggest grin.. i felt like a cheshire cat from alice in wonderland... he knew then and there what the answer was... (so much for subtle lol) he announced to his online friends to go away his woman and him were gonna have a baby...lolthen he turned to me and said... seriously.. "marry me" whoa... my head was swimming for sure... and i said the only thing that my heart wanted to... YES!!!so he wrote his sister immediately and told her... all of it seemed to happen so fast.Well, the next day i went to the doctors office...